She don't got a lot to say, but there's something about her...

So, yea, we just watched The Little Mermaid. You really can't beat it. I'm back in the city tonight (for good, for my LAST semester) where we had a girl's night with margarita's and movies. Shrek Two and The Little Mermaid to be exact. Of course, the second Shrek is better than the first, but neither can beat old-school Disney. I hope that they continue to make the REAL Disney movies in the future. I'm afraid that Pixar will totally take over with the computer animation movies.

Anyways. I've (we've) decided that Under the Sea and Kiss the Girl are, by far, two of the best songs ever. Under the Sea just has some great words and is so much fun. It's right up there with Friend Like Me from Aladdin (so hot!). But, here Sebatian made every eight-year-old girl I know of what to live in the ocean. I sure did - yes, when I got in the pool I "pretended" to be a mermaid. Duh, life is the bubbles...what more is you lookin' for?

As for Kiss the Girl, I remember being on the edge of my little seat just waiting for that magical kiss to happen. I can imagine the crazy butterflies that Ariel and Hot Eric were feeling as the sexual tension grew. (I probably called it something else then.) I still wait for those butterflies. Actually, I demand them. Honestly, when I was going out with Nathan, he treated me like gold - always taking me out to fancy dinners, dancing and what-not, but I never ever felt the butterflies. Hence, the break up. Then he turned into a piece of shit, but ya know, at the time he was a doll. LoL.

Yes, you want her. Look at her, you know you do.
Possible she want you too. There is one way to ask her...
It dont take a word, not a single word.
Go on and kiss the girl!

You better do it soon, no time will be better.

Dear Tara,

Hello. This is your conscience speaking.

It has come to my attention that you wish to leave NYC after graduation/when your lease is up.

No.

That's right dear. This is your conscience and I say NO.

While you may believe that living in Denver is more fabulous, it is not. Believe me, I know, I am your conscience.

If you follow this "dream", something and misfortune will infest your pathetic soul for all eternity.

Your conscience cannot remember the first word to that quote.

But still, No.

Have a nice day.

Lips of an Angel

Most girls that I ask tend to really hate this song. They see it as simply a guy whining and cheating on his girlfriend. But, me? I think it's beautiful. (What a weirdo, right?) But, I guess it's for the same reason why I LOVE any song and that's when it's something I can relate to.

Honey, why you calling me so late?
It's kind of hard to talk right now.
Honey, why you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta wish because I can't be too loud.

Well, my guy's in the next room.
Sometimes I wish he was you.
I guess we never really moved on.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name,
It sounds so sweet.
Comin' from the lips of an angel,
Hearing those words it makes me weak.

Never wanna say goodbye,
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel.

It's funny that you're calling me tonight.
And yes I've dreamt of you too.
Does she know you're talking to me?
I don't think he has a clue.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name,
It sounds so sweet.
Comin' from the lips of an angel,
Hearing those words it makes me weak.

Never wanna say goodbye,
But boy you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel.


Call me a slut, call me a cheat, call me whatever for relating to the lyrics. But I really can sympathize with soemone who is in a relationship but can't help to have these feelings for another person. It's sad, frustrating, breath-taking...to feel trapped in a relationship while the person you love is with someone different as well.

I've been thinking back to a lot of my past relationships recently and trying to learn something from them. One of my best friends just had to make the difficult decision between two boys she felt deeply for. I just visited my past in PA and got reminded of the feelings of a summer love (the most fabulous kind). Last year, I was single for practically the first time since I was 15. I try not to have regrets, but in hindsight, it's so difficult to not wonder "what if"? I tell myself and everyone around me that everything happens for a reason and that it will all work out the way it's destined to. Most days, even I believe it. Some days I don't. Very few. But they do come around.

Always follow your heart. The most precious gift someone can give you is your own happiness. Smile. Laugh. Never stop kissing them. Figure out who it is that you want to care for for your entire life and who you want there to take care of you. Figure out who it is that you can't keep your hands off. Who is that person that when you walk by them, you need to hold, you need to kiss? Hold on to him forever. Hold on to her forever. Never stop kissing him. NEVER stop kissing her.