October 12, 2005

Earlier this month marked the one-year anniversary that I've been writing in this blog. Thanks for those who introduced me to the cheapest therapy out there.

You can't make this stuff up

Taurus: Deliberate before you make a decision -- if someone's trying to rush you, tell them you just don't roll like that. Really, what's the hurry? You have plenty of time, so go at your own speed and choose when you're ready.

Why the heck is there so so sooo much going on in my life right now? I'm losing my mind. No need to rattle off the stresses going on right now, been there done that. But it does help to bitch on here.

I want so badly to keep bitching at my bosses for the way they treated our reslife staff this past month. I photocopied some things in the office that say you may "reassign" an RA, but not make them move out and I want to throw it in their faces. But, on the other hand, I just want to move on from it. Last night, two of the newbies, whom I encouraged to apply for this job, told me that they are seriously considering quitting. I just hate that I work for people that I don't respect. Alas, I will survive lol. I just don't love my job anymore - and I really did. It was never just for the perks. But those are good too.

I miss my friends from home. Everyone, myslef included, is too busy to ever get together. We haven't celebrated the last couple of birthdays because people can't fit them into their damn schedules. I don't get it, get off your butt and go see your friends. I don't really care about the little craps going on on the side - guess what, I have them too - but you make time for important things. I don't really mean that. But it's weird, because I always manage to fit everything in. And it's not like I'm great at time managing. I just do what I want to, when I want to. And if I want to make time for my friends from home, I make sure it gets done.

Wow, I feel like I sound like a bitch. Sorry, but it's not getting deleted lol.

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older?

RED--anger:
1. Are you currently mad at someone? yes - a certain someone that I work with that I will continue to be mad at for a very long time
2. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? silly question, yes
3. Does your face turn red when you're angry? i don't think so, but it does A LOT when I'm embarrassed
4. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? i scream - usually just a sound, not a word

ORANGE-- excitement:
1. Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party? sadly, no
2. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? my bacteriology test. um, no - the Project Runway season finale
3. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? house
4. If you could have anything right now what would it be? a master's degree

YELLOW-- discovery:
1. Name? Coolest girl ever
2. Where were you born? brooklyn, ny
3. Whats your main goal in life? raise beautiful children
4. Do you want to have children? oh, look at that - yes

GREEN-- opinions:
1. Sex before marriage? yes please
2. Gay Marriage? not for me, but definitely pro
3. Lowering the drinking age? might as well
4. Abortion? again, not for me, but definitely pro-choice
5. Recycling? yes! i live on a dump! no one understands...

BLUE-- dreams:
1. What was your latest dream? refer to previous blog
2. Have any of your dreams come true? almost always
3. What was the worst dream you've ever had? i'm not sure

PURPLE-- love:
1. Straight, Gay, Bi, Lesbian? straight
2. Do you have a bf/gf: indeed
3. Who is the best hugger that you know?: umm, actually my mom
4. Do you believe in Love at first sight?: absolutely
5. have u ever been in love? yupp

I found myself in a desert called Cyberland

Taurus: The ball's in your court, so make sure you muster up all your strength for a strong swing. Normally, yours is a sign that likes to take some time to deliberate, but trust your instincts -- now's the moment to act fast.

The other night I had a dream. I was with you, but you kept leaving me. You kept leaving me for her. It scared me. But I kept coming back. And then I would get left again.

Is now the moment to act?

Who am I, you ask?

* I'm a dreamer * I'm a hopeless romantic * I think every story has a happy ending * I want love *

* I go to class * I don't slack off * I do my job better than I have to * I'm dedicated * I can fly *

* I love my friends * I love my boyfriend * I love my down comforter * I love my sheets *

* I go out of my way * I'm what you've been waiting for * I'm nice * I treat everyone right * I'm fun *

* I like to party * I like to stay in * I love to cook * I love to take care of people * I love movies *

* I want to make you happy * I want this moment to never end * I want to get this over with *

* I want you to want me * I need you to need me * I'm begging you to beg me *

* I play fair * I play hard * I fall hard * I have what it takes to get back up again * I might not *

Interesting...

So, my blog counter says that someone who originally registered their laptop in Staten Island and now belongs to the CUNY Hunter College network has been looking at my blog. And she keeps clicking to a blog about my Ex. Hmmm, I wonder who that could be.

Whatever, for her to get to my blog she must have been reading my Facebook profile. From there, she could've gotten my screenname. From there, she could have read my profile. The link is there. So, if she wants to go thru that (weird) trouble, then go for it.

I try to be nice, but whatever.