I'm sorry

From JJ's blog: As for my second girlfriend, I read a blog that stated that see didn’t give herself truly to anyone but her first bf. That hurt so much, not that she didn’t give herself truly to me but that she had said she did. What I had with her will always be a major part of who I am now. I want so badly to hate her but could never honestly mean it. Ok now that I think about it I am mad about my second ex's blog. She said she didn’t give her whole self to anyone but her first bf, why.... why did she tell me she loved me so much. It sucks when you think you know something and you really don’t. Ok I'm done writing about this my ex's have moved on and so have I. For the record if anyone says anything bad about any of my ex's based of my blog I will go buck wild on your ass. These are girls who managed to change my view of many things. One showed a world I never knew, the other showed me who I want to be and who I don’t want to be.

Bellezza's comment: You can truly be in love with someone and still not be able to give yourself over completely. Being hurt in the past can make people scared to put themselves in the position again that caused them so much pain. Your first love takes a part of you away that you can absolutely never get back. "Not being able to give yourself wholly to someone" does not mean that you don't love them - with everything that you possibly can.