you make me not want to listen to my ipod

Taurus: Writing is magical. The empty page is where you start to put together the disparate parts of your life. Once you put it down on paper, you can figure out how all your plans can start to come together.

Just write it? Okay (ps, I'm not so sober, sorry).

Don't say "I told my girlfriend she can't stop us from being friends" and then not even be my myspace friend.

Don't tell me you have some newfound respect for sex and that's why you're dating someone you're not sleeping with and then tell your cousin that our relationship was all about it.

Don't constatnly ask me how my family is, and specifically my sick grandmother, and then not even show face at her wake.

Just - don't.

Don't tell me you still think we should be together and that you "don't understand" why we're not. What I really need you to tell me is that you've moved on and that you're HAPPY. Happy is good. I'm happy - don't ruin it. You're just too confusing. I waited months and months for you to GET A CLUE and GROW UP, but you didn't. I couldn't wait forever - I'm done.

Whew...